Saturday, February 02, 2002

last night I went to this party on the south side, which is the opoosite side of campus that no one i knwo ever goes to. It was kind of refreshing, but it was also kinda lame. There were nerds swing dancing to this weird swing techno music, and then my friends started dominating the dance floor, doing crazy dances that alienated everyone around them. We do this at every party we go to, and I swear one of these days we're gonna get beat up for it.

posted by rayve nation @ 14:11

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Ella wrote us from France saying that she wished she was born a bird. I went and got drunk with a bunch of people then Alicia, the Rat, as we call her very affectionately, and I went off on our own and had a good quality heart-to-heart with each other talking about everything and it was really nice. I'm drunk. And she was saying all this shit which = her knowing me really well and that was fucking amazing. And we got to finally bitch about someone who is just a fucking broken record, which was really really nice. And I'm so glad to have her. I mean really, she makes me laugh and knows me to the extent that you guys do, which is hard to achieve, and it makes me so happy to know her. We had a discussion the other day about if the conversation become me me me, then to tell the other. But it was determined that it doesn't matter because we switch off the me me me things all the time. God, it's good to not be in River Forest. I don't know how I can ever live there long term again b/c it makes me crazy. I love the bustle of the city. I love the sweet soft melatonin-deprived snowflakes, which fall to the earth. I love the sandy, dirty, walked-on, know a million stories that you couldn't begin to listen to sidewalks that stretch for miles into what used to be the suburbs which end when the island ends. Did you know that Montreal was an island? It is it is. And I love shaking it to Salt N' Pepa with a beer in my hand, with Ratfinks yellow sweater with the invasive wooden buttons and her American cover and splotchy art in her room just dancing away while the CD skips..and skips and plays and skips...

posted by Record Album @ 03:00

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Friday, February 01, 2002

this is inappropriate

posted by rayve nation @ 10:38

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the most hardcore I have ever seen. have I found my people? scandinavian hardcores. truly an amazing thing: image bank page 69, top left
for wicki...

posted by K-Lo @ 06:01

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Saw Amelie tonight. A movie that all y'all should check out. I couldn't stop smiling after I left the movie theatre. Beautiful. Talked to the montreal boy tonight. The kid really really eludes me sometimes. He was babysitting for his friends kid and was wearing him on one of those carrying kid things and was like "oh no, should I take him out and put him in his bed, or am I gonna wake him up?" and then was telling me about his doing yoga. This from the kid whose hand got swollen from punching a metal pipe for no reason. Rrrright. Then some kids came over and we were all talking it up about sex and how whenever you see girls say "cunnilingus" they always smile and one of the women that was over at the end was trying to say cognition but said cunnilingus instead, and then was trying to say something with an S, but instead said "sex with steph". And Christ, Alicia is fucking hysterical sometimes. Oh, and then three of us were seeing who could hold what under their tits, and carol was the grand prize winner with a whole small fire extinguisher. It was really impressive. Good fucking times---sitting around and talking and laughing. The new roommate isn't so bad. She's okay in my book in fact, but her friends still are dopes. I'm out.

posted by Record Album @ 00:56

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Saw Amelie tonight. A movie that all y'all should check out. I couldn't stop smiling after I left the movie theatre. Beautiful. Talked to the montreal boy tonight. The kid really really eludes me sometimes. He was babysitting for his friends kid and was wearing him on one of those carrying kid things and was like "oh no, should I take him out and put him in his bed, or am I gonna wake him up?" and then was telling me about his doing yoga. This from the kid whose hand got swollen from punching a metal pipe for no reason. Rrrright. Then some kids came over and we were all talking it up about sex and how whenever you see girls say "cunnilingus" they always smile and one of the women that was over at the end was trying to say cognition but said cunnilingus instead, and then was trying to say something with an S, but instead said "sex with steph". And Christ, Alicia is fucking hysterical sometimes. Oh, and then three of us were seeing who could hold what under their tits, and carol was the grand prize winner with a whole small fire extinguisher. It was really impressive. Good fucking times---sitting around and talking and laughing. The new roommate isn't so bad. She's okay in my book in fact, but her friends still are dopes. I'm out.

posted by Record Album @ 00:54

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Thursday, January 31, 2002

I just looked up my best friend from kindergarten-9th grade online. His name was T..o.m. H.en.n..i.ga.n and he is now the captain of the football team and co-president of Del,ta Tau Del,ta at iiT. Go Tom!

posted by heinous @ 03:28

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Karen... I added this "LinHellya" character to my brand-new "K's Harrasser" buddy group on AIM. Does anyone else have online harrassers? I will fuck with them so hard because I am an oldschool AOL junkie and I know wherre to get hackz for AIM. Just say the word, Karen, and this person is history like Michael Jackson.
PS: The direct connection feature on AOL is weak as hell... It basically sets up a port to your computer for linux peeps to abuse... so don't take direct conneections from people you don't know and trust.

Know your computer. Love your computer.



In other news, I am getting back into art.
It's fun. I love my mousepen. -_-\/
For those of you who don't know, that's what the Korean kids on battle.net do when they kick your ass a whole bunch in diablo 2. It seems to be part of East Asian culture to make a peace sign and sometimes say "Peace and Love" when the intention of the statement is to boast a victory. I've seen it in a ton of anime, a ton of video games, like they do it in the Mario for N64... and now on battle.net in ASCII format. I love video game culture, and I would love to talk shit with any of you about any video games you know and love. Or even just want to know more about. I'm oldskool because when I code HTML I do it in all caps.I had a webpage called the Matt Hadder's Den.
It contained my own hand-crafted Doom II mods (modifications.. you could do anything with that game.. I made a whole new game), a link to the script of the holy grail by monty python. The link ... wait, no, I'll just replicate the link. LOOK AT THE BONES! ok. enough. pretend to sleep time. This was a fun-filled post. Hey, someone call me sometime? I need to talk to you guys.. like voice-style. If it's a matter of money, I get free LD after 9:00 so I'd be happy to call someone, because I miss you all somethin' 'errible and I love you all dear-like.

posted by heinous @ 03:23

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Wednesday, January 30, 2002

steph- you fucker. not the right time to freak me out. I have an online harrasser who IMed me while I was at crew:
LinHellya (4:14:31 PM): .

Auto response from BelleXVIII (4:14:31 PM): crew practice

LinHellya (4:14:42 PM): you suck
LinHellya signed off at 4:42:22 PM.

I really can't deal with this hostility. I have no idea who this person is, but I suspect it's someone somehow related to my old roommate. why they're still upset at me for being a 'bitch' and allegedly 'sucking,' I'm not sure. jesus h. christ. can't we all just get along?

I have a sculpture due tomorrow. time to start carving like I've never carved before. I handed in my first assignment a week late. title: evolution of man. it turned out really well. I'll put up pics sometime maybe.

we don't have practice on saturday, I'm actually gonna have a two day weekend, it's so exciting I think I might ink myself. I wanna go to seattle or canada, but should probably be in town on sunday for my birthday, I mean the superbowl. wow, a superbowl sunday birthday. it's like a frat boy's wet dream. I really really wish I had a bears t-shirt to wear. dammit. I also wish it wasn't even happening. my birthday, I mean, not the superbowl. I so do not want to turn 20. yuck. look at that: 20. 2-0. twenty. eeew. I think I might cry. fuck. how many more years do you think I could go on celebrating my 19th birthday? would any of you even humor me in doing that? I think I might become the youngest weirdo to freak kids out by yelling "cherish your youth! CHERISH!" hey vic, remember that time we were shrooming in the Met and we saw that beautiful little girl who just about sent us tripping through the whole place? I see her a lot these days. not in a hallucinogenic sense, but in remeberance. ah, where has my youth gone? I can't deal with this.

as a post script I'd just like to say that this is in no way related to some sort of desire to return to the womb. just a return to the land of no responsibility. I fucking love that place.


posted by K-Lo @ 20:26

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Dear paranoia,
You've got me again. Where is the counter when you need it?! Is everyone tracking me every move?! Probably. Fuckers. Hey K--turn right and say what up once in a while, I get bored just watching you type! Ha ha.

posted by Record Album @ 14:50

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Monday, January 28, 2002

Yeah, now I've screwed myself. I like a boy that I'm "not allowed" to like, b/c he'll dick me over, or is just looking for a fucking fun time. He was singing along to Lauryn Hill on Friday and we danced to Sly and the Family Stone's "If you want me to stay". Shit.

posted by Record Album @ 22:25

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Sunday, January 27, 2002

If you're sick of my writing about boys, don't read this. Ha, but I bet you're gonna anyways, just b/c you're bored and procrastinating. I finally decided that it was okay to like the montreal boy, but then a pal of mine tells me "don't get too involved with him, b/c he's a player" and how he's just looking for a fun time right now. Y'know what Sundays are? They're days when you get Geranium Fever---it's when Sundays make you crazy and make you really happy one second and extremely depressed the next. So to that I say, FUCK SUNDAYS!!!
And seriously folks, does anyone have any suggestions on how to get rid of this puke???? b/c I want the least amount of contact with it, but it is mixed up with other wastebasket goodies and sitting outside, probably frozen.

posted by Record Album @ 18:40

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friday night me and others drove down to pittsburgh to see gregg and andrew (and this kid joe) to do a show with a bunch of other people. I was reminded of how much i like pittsburgh. I like it so much better then cleveland. Pittsburgh is smaller, but it feels denser and i like it better. When you are approaching the city, you have to go through a tunnel under this mountain. The lights are so bright in the tunnel, and everything is off white, just like those tunnels on the way to manhatten. When you get through the tunnel, you are suddenly downtown, and you see this city that was hidden by a mountain. its so nice. gregg, andrew, and joe were pretty good, but everyone else played too long, so it dragged out a bit. it got to a point where even if i heard something really good, it didn't matter because i was unable to enjoy msic just any longer; i was maxed out. then we went to gregg's house to sleep over, and his house is so perfect and weird. (his mom had left out a platter of assorted cookies on the kitchen table for us when we got home)

Then last night, we went to this party on the west side, and it was alright. We found this dark basement, and we went down there without turning on the light because we thought it would be fun to explore it, and then other people came down and we started smoking cigarettes. It was kinda cool, but then when i came back upstairs, everyone was all like "what were you guys doing down there" all like we were doing something naughty just cuz the lights were out. and some kid was "you know the light switch is right over here" all sly asshole style, and my reply was 'no we wanted the lights off' I must have sounded like a creep. so basically no one understood us yet again. they just assumed we were making out down there, but people have to realize there are more things to do at parties than making out.

then we went to this 21+ dance club, and it was soo much fun. They kept playing this awesome disco music, but i think it was new, not sure. I never stopped dancing, and everyone in that room was dancing, and all into it. I've never seen such a high percentage of people having fun as opposed to just standing there and watching. It was the kind of place that makes it ok for me to live in cleveland, cuz i know i'll always have something really fun to do. Then I went home. all i wanted to do was sleep in my big bed. mmmmm.

posted by rayve nation @ 12:56

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