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Saturday, March 24, 2001
dear kurt, the "chronic" in the bronchitis is not the same kinda chronic dr. dre was talking about. i havent smoked pot in three weeks.
way to electronically alienate all of your loved one's friends though. keep up the creepy work. love, your best friend, vicki
posted by vic
@ 02:14
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Friday, March 23, 2001
much as i expected, in reward for dealing with 1.5 days of unprovoked, unshakable depression my crazy little hormones have boosted the mania levels leaving me feeling hip hoppedy happy.
those wacky hormones with their rollercoaster of love.
posted by vic
@ 17:32
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now i remember why i don't like to wake up this early: it makes me sick. quite literally, yuck, burning and bitter.
finally began the 'real' work on my ode to screamo piece for the art show. played the isis album that george burned for me loud and repeatedly for hours and painted, shattered glass. used oil paints for the first time, good god, why hadn't someone told me about them sooner? wonderful.
do i have any food or beverage that isn't acidic? oh coffee, please don't hurt me. ick, yesterday i had coffee with sugar in it on accident and it made me ill. okay, i get ready for art class now.
posted by marisa jo
@ 08:34
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I wish I had a digital camer. There is a empty can of beer on Richard's desk. It's soo classic i want to capture it foorever.
posted by rayve nation
@ 08:06
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ahh, yes. love is in the air. spring, spring spring! I myself made a breakthrough last night. I went over to my fake online rockstar boyfriend's house to help him do some C++ programming! OOOOWWWWWW! dork-core at it's finest! well, at least God thinks i'm funny!!! hee hee hee!
posted by rayve nation
@ 07:58
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Thursday, March 22, 2001
Lately, I have been enjoying telephone conversations with my grandmother more and more. We chat, she tells me gossip about the family. She makes me laugh and I really like that.
posted by Record Album
@ 21:24
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yeah. i hope so, too.
[laughter] you hope so... what, you're not in control?
no, i'm really not.
it should not be like this. it should not seem like such a chore.
this is just a bad time, i think. timing is everything, ya know.
posted by marisa jo
@ 19:13
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Keep up that good work vicster. I myself am all about getting muscles right now. Yeah, I can't wait to have big ass muscles. Funny thing is that in the summer, I'm sure Karen's muscles (I keep writing muschles) are gonna be 3 times as big as mine, but I will still yap about my hard-core new biceps a lot more than you, karen. He. Yeah, this is day 6 of smoke-free stephanie, but I'm not going to talk about her too much because I don't want fuck her up and kill her. It's the psychological attachment that's going to get me the most--it always does. But we (y'know, me and smoke-free steph) shall overcome!!
Also, it snowed 6 inches today, and that was the biggest morale killer for everyone. It sucked and still sucks.
And, I don't believe in "if it was destined to happen, it would have happened". And that is all about me thinking on the one who got away--I think I finally have one! And he's not from river forest so don't worry yourselves. But I think that I'll still get him. hmm, come summer time...
posted by Record Album
@ 19:00
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didnt go to work. i'm riding the old bronchitis horse again, making it my fourth time in one year, making it chronic bronchitis, meaning i have to quit smoking for real or i am going to end up carrying around an oxygen tank when i'm 23. i'm actually kinda excited about it. i figure this is one of the only times i havent tried to quit smoking when ive been depressed or on drugs, so it will probably be easier. plus i started running and if i can fixate on becomming an incredible hulk, it will take my mind of the nicotine. yeah, that's the ticket - incredible hulk.
much love goes out to mark for planning that incredible slackers show. it was by far the most fun show ive ever been to...but perhaps i only say that cuz dave hillyard tried to buy me a drink and later held my hand in a very inappropriate manner (as i had already told him i was underage). either way - great times.
now i am feeling very very sleepy. thanks, biaxin/anaprox/psuedoeph cocktail! i popped my breakfest and i'll be drinking my lunch, 'tussin-stylee.
posted by vic
@ 11:12
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yes stephanie.
rasta imposta!
posted by rayve nation
@ 09:08
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twas a day. hmmph. yeah. long. and. un-good. i'd go as far as to say bad, i feel foul.
@ george's, hahaha oh god this is too funny. okay, you don't get it, but i do. a loud "SSHHHH!!!" from the couch, we laugh in response because what else?
watched "reality bites" in it's entirety for the first time this evening. how is that possible? whatver, i don't care, it came at the perfect time, perfect day, etc.
yeah, stuff. lame lame lame.
i like a lotta the bullshit associated with granpaw patriarchy. he turns me on. tomorrow rachel and i lead our own feminist revolution, donning penis hats! women will be free!
the sooner i crawl into bed and close my eyes, the sooner the day is over. this is the earliest i've gone to bed in so long, i'm so excited.
posted by marisa jo
@ 01:40
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Wednesday, March 21, 2001
I heart PETA. What wouldn't Jesus do? He wouldn't eat meat. Whoa, speaking of christians, whatever happened to Aaron Little? You recall Mr. Little from Pastoral Minestry, who was called Mr. Small in the elevator by one Mike Ray? Ha--that was a good one Mike. Oh, what picture did I send you? Was it that crazy one with the big pink wig? Oh yeah, I really like Le Tigre, and am now well aquainted with Kathleen Hannah these days. Not re
Clueless male: "Yeah babe, I know I make twice the money you make, and of course I'm never called a stupid whore or a fake, and I don't structure my life around fear of murder, dismembermant, or rape, but I don't know what that has to do with our relationship" --That's from the new cd---I like it.
Feminist revolution-->need to dispose of misogynistic language in swears "mother-fucker, bitch, bastard, whore, slut", first it starts with us
Also, I really loathe the cop-out excuse of "I call guys whores/sluts too" whatevah
posted by Record Album
@ 21:24
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Stephanie, your letter was a nice surprise. Did you take that picture yourself? Nothign much new is going on in Cleveland, Ohio. I am procrastinating right now. I have been in college for seve nmonths. it is weird. college is almost 1.2 over, and it doesn't feel like i have bee here long at all. I will be 21 in a year and six months. crazy, eh? Hey, for those of you goign on Road Trip 2001, stat plannign and thinking about it!! heheh.
posted by rayve nation
@ 16:00
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Tuesday, March 20, 2001
sometimes i really hate PETA.why do they have to be so pretentious and angry all the time? i am especially disturbed with their new billboard campaign which reads, "jesus was a vegetarian" and features a great pic of j.c. himself, complete with bloody roses accessory. it's not the religious propaganda part that bothers me - it's the outright lie. we all know that jesus wasnt a vegetarian; he was a cannibal. he was making all those disciples "fishers of men". what do you think that song was about?!
posted by vic
@ 14:14
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i'm telling you, if the rest of the world was nocturnal, too, i'd be a perfectly (okay, maybe not perfect) functional citizen.
oh well. goodnight.
posted by marisa jo
@ 05:59
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Monday, March 19, 2001
I hate arriving at night. I just have to go to bed. Everyone else is asleep and I just want to get them up. But I guess it beats arriving in the beginning or middle of the day. In those cases everyone [who considers her/himself my parent] wants me to do shit with them all day, and then I have to go to sleep. Better to arrive at night and let all my parents forget that I'm here as they sleep. Time for a cigarette. I love arriving at night.
posted by egeus
@ 23:08
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yep i have. in fact, i have played them on my show.
posted by rayve nation
@ 22:41
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john: i never did get my hat but i'm down with dinner @ your pad, so i will get it then?
vicki: i have your drivers license, i'll bring it with your other belongings wednesday (actually, probably thursday morn.)
my head hurts. all i want to do is sleep lately. i want to sleep all day long. forever, maybe. the problem is that i can't seem to fall asleep. well, not until i have spent a few hours lying in bed and staring at the insides of my eyelids. it's really getting old. all the meds i take ought to knock me out, but they don't. they just make me feel like shoe when i wake up. i think i may start drinking a cup of melatonin tea everynight, it's probably a good idea.
motivation, where are you?
posted by marisa jo
@ 14:45
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I'm coming home for a week of interrogation by the rents. (ugh) Jeff's Atticus Finch in the Ignatius play.Vicki, I have something for you. Marisa, did you ever get your hat? Matt, I know where you live. Mike, have you heard Grandaddy? Would those of you in the chicago area be down for dinner at my house sometime before Sunday the 25th? Umm, ok. Sorry for the non-flow of this blog, out of practice and all that.
posted by egeus
@ 03:46
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Sunday, March 18, 2001
It was a good fucking weekend. Friday started out with me being in a depressed muddle (is that a word? I know not) and ended in a rawkus party. Carla had a suprise birthday party for her boyfriend at our house and it turned out great. There were all sorts of francophones at our house, and by the end of the night, I was falling fast asleep in Talia's bed...but then I woke up again when ella came in and said "are you okay?" and I was all "no" + puke. Unfortunately, I threw up in talia's mesh garbage can, so some of it ended up getting on a bit of her sheets and I had to be like, "uh talia, I spilled a drink on your bed" as ella, alicia and I scrambled around all top secret-ish cleaning up the evidence. Then yesterday, got woken up around noon by screaming french kids. they had slept the night, got up at 9 am to drink and smoke some more, and cleaned our entire house---it was so fucking nice of them. Went to another party yesterday, and went to a fucking 4 hour long st. patricks day parade today--is that normal?
In other good and bad unrelated news: I got pissed at my mom today and told her "what happens when babcya and dido die? then no one is going to speak ukrainian and our family will turn into a bunch of fucking american mutts!!" Yeah, she wasn't happy at all. I know that phrase sounds (fine, is) super-elitist, but...I can't even defend it.
My sister is getting hard-core involved in the Ukrainian political movements now--lots of crazy corrupt shit going on in Ukraine that the west doesn't know about. So she protested at the Ukrainian embassy in prague and got her picture in the paper! fun!
Entertainment news: rent Mifune, which is part of the Dogma 95 films (a bunch of Coopenhagen directors who decided to take a vow of "film chastity") and was taken over by mike ray's soul when I bought Bjork's Debut and Le Tigre's new album (something mr.lady?)
posted by Record Album
@ 23:01
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